Having A Time to Write

So, here I am just minding my own business. It's kind of awkward sitting next to people you don't know and listening to things they mumble to themselves or do something on accident with a computer. Most people, like me, tend to just look away and pretend like it never happened.

I am becoming more comfortable in the college environment however, but it's still a little intimidating at times. You meet a lot of interesting people in this small community college. I mean don't get me wrong, there's a lot more people here than there was in my high school. Only a total of 500 students attended there and here at Butte College, there's has to be a couple thousand or more.

I never really liked school. It was never really my thing. In fact I hated school. The students were intimidating, the teachers seemed to teach everyone the same; crappy, and you didn't get an inch of respect anywhere. Even in the office, the ladies there would literally give you mean stares and an attitude to boot.

I've had teachers tell me and other classmates that we would never make it to college and we were going to be the stupidest generation yet. Many other moments like this happened in my high school life as well as some areas in middle school.

But look at me now; a 19 year old girl, in her second semester of college being a Radio/TV/Film Major. Stick that up your butt society!

Hellooooooooo!

Wow, it's been pretty much a full year since I have been on here and put up a post. No fear though, I am here and stronger than ever! Finished my first semester of college and now on my second which I believe will be a better semester. Got a man that I'm very happy with and not really doing a whole lot except school and waiting for what will come my way which could be any day.

I took two classes last semester which were, Art 8 and English 219. My art class was three hours long and we pretty much just drew with graphite pencils, charcoal and briefly pastels. Some days we would have critique's the entire three hours.

This semester however, I am taking video and audio production (those are two different classes) and Introduction to Multimedia. They are all very interesting and fun classes. These classes actually grab my attention and I've never really had a class that did that to me.

As you can tell by the date, it is Valentine's Day. My sweety gave me flowers and a box i haven't seen inside yet so I'm excited to see that when I get home from school! So I want to say thank you to Bubby!

I would like to say Happy Valentine's Day to everyone and to remember that it's not just for people with boyfriends or girlfriends but the fact that you are loved.

Videos

On my YouTube Channel, I have put up a few new videos of my goofing around in drama practice and doing some funny-ass stuff out of a car. Please remember however that I only do these videos for the sake of entertainment, not to offend or hurt anybody. Remember to always ask for the person's permission before putting a video on the internet. Be safe and understand the rules. I've had three years of experience of putting videos on the internet and went through a lot of different things and I'm telling you now to make sure you are prepared for what you put on the internet. Also remember that you can make settings on who specifically can watch your videos so use those to your advantage. :)

http://www.youtube.com/user/JuwaPewaGirl?feature=mhum

I'm Back!

Ok so I know I've been gone for a while but I've been getting my life together and going through some difficult situations but things have finally calm down and I'm ready to move on with my life. Here some of the newest pictures of art I have done. Mainly these pictures were for the use of putting them in my portfolio but also to display my artwork.

Sorry I haven't been on here much

Sometimes things don't go as planned
But God is here to help give you a hand

To give you strength, and make you feel proud
To live your life, and say it out loud

You don't need someone to rule your mind
You're on your own, on your own time

Making it is hard, losing it's a cinch
One moment you're good and the next you'll quit

Keep your head up high, and keep your feet on the ground
Never give up and don't put your head down!

-Sorry I was really bored so I just wrote this out of no where. :)

New Post

Another hectic week has gone by and boy do I feel like I'm losing my mind. Well today was drama day and I'm so glad it's finally over and off of our minds forever! Now I just want this school year to end... Here's a picture of the cast. I was also a cast member but someone had to take the picture. From left to right: Heather, Derek, Jessica, Andrew, Michaela, Mrs. Adhin (Pam, Jessica's mom), William, Ashley, Izzy, Julian, Gene, and Alisha.

There's Always Something to let You Down

I feel like I've been dissed today. Although my awesome friend came today and is spending the night tonight but there's was someone else that was supposed to come by but didn't because I think this person wanted to get drunk with their friends. I'm actually getting really tired of it and I wish it would stop. This person has told me that they feel bad that they don't get to see me as much as they would like to... well, here's a little clue, get off your ass and do something about that! I swear some people.... I do so much for them and all I get back is shit....

Second Post of the Year!

I know I haven't written anything lately even though I should because writing is apart of me being on this planet but it's been a stressful two months and the year has just started practically! Anyways... lol I think I'm starting to get sick... my boyfriend's sick so I don't know what that means.... lol just kidding although I do feel like I'm getting a cold or something. Which really sucks!

Happy New Year!

Technically it's been 22 days since the new year but since I haven't been on here much I felt the need to say it. Things are going good right now thankfully. Gotta go to school now though lol

Oi!

Man it's been forever since I've been on here. Well so far things are going good as you can tell. :))